Jeremiah says that the heart is deceitful, "who can trust it?"
Yet I do, everyday.
I am a mess this semester, and I think this will be my way of putting it all out there.
I'm constantly hitting a brick wall.
I'm so tired of this wall.
If only I could identify what exactly it is.
This semester I am supposed to be learning self-discipline, how to live by myself (in a dorm), etc, etc. I just know that's what He is trying to teach me. But I always run. I find people to hang out with, places to go, ultimately escaping this loneliness.
My heart has been aching towards a certain situation lately. One that I've been healed from, thankfully, yet it has been consuming my thoughts a lot. A wounded heart really does take time.
Life is a beautiful disaster; i can thank switchfoot for that great phrase. It so perfectly describes my attitude towards life at times. This one in particular.
But I am a warrior princess. He has redeemed me and saved me from my deceitful heart, if I will let Him. Pursue me harder, Lord. Don't let me run anymore.